Sometimes I wonder how life for my family would be if I was not around. I have been going thru a spiral depression and have been struggling to get out of it. I wish somethings in life would be different. We struggle as individuals and the Lord only gives us what we can handle but I feel there is something I am missing. What is the message he wants me to see? I struggle with my relationships due to this disease. I have tried getting help but have been unsuccessful. I feel it has not helped and I am getting worse. What to do? Life has challenges but do the influence of other people make things worse for you? Will u continue to go thru the same trials until u see the message? I feel so loss and am unsure where I should be and which path I should take. I never want to go anywhere or do anything with friends because I don't want to bring my sadness around them. Why do I feel like I am drowning and all alone? I seek him and feel his presents but feel he is standing there but not rescuing me.
I am sorry. How can I help? I am not sure what is going on in your life right now, but if you need to talk you can call me.
ReplyDeleteWhat diseases do you have? I didn't know you had one.
I hope things get better.
Thanks Kaycee. Miss hanging out with u and hope I get better so I can hang out.
ReplyDeleteIn psychology they teach us that getting through hard times is like cleaning out a closet. You start by pulling out one item and slowly but surely you end up with a stack of items that you didn't even know you had. You have a choice, you can either put everything back in the closet and avoid it or you can slowly work through throwing away items that you don't need. Life is the same way. You take one struggle and deal with it at one time. Once you are successful move on to the next. It is true God only does give us what we can handle. That is the one thing I learned when I went to and LDS church years ago and stayed for Sunday school. He gives you specific issues because He believes that you are strong enough to get through them. I believe that to be so true. When things get hard, look at the blessings you have in your life. You have a good husband, four beautiful children, a sister and brother that love you, and two awesome parents (I remember from when I was growing up). Use those things to pull you up when you think you are spiraling down. Love of a family are the greatest gifts anyone can ever receive.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure if anything I've said will help; I hope that it does. If you ever need anything (even just to rant in an email) you can count on me. You have always been so nice in commenting me when I go through hard time on facebook and you have no idea how much that means to me during those times. :-) You are a strong woman and you will rise above all of this. :-)
Kelly, I love u and ur words and advice have helped. Thank you.<3 ya and pls tell Mona I said hi
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